Monday, November 23, 2015

Don't Judge

Am i being too strong before until i feel like too fragile right now?πŸ˜”

Jangan kita pandang masalah orang dan judge someone on their problem. Same as we don't want peoples to judge of what we're doing or what had happened in our life.

When we saw someone cry, or maybe they complaining about something. Dont simply judge them for what they're complaining only, try to be in their shoes. Berdiri disisi dia everytime, feel what they felt. As if you can "live' in their mind to see what actually in their mind. This is a reminder for me too.

Maybe sometimes they are just be too strong before. They had enough dugaan sampaikan sampai satu tahap, the only thing they can do is crying. But after that they start to berdiri semula. But yes, dia dah rasa 'fragile'. Because dia simpan lama.

Simply, people tend to judge others. It's like a norm eventhough diri sendiri pun tak suka bila di judge. Senang cerita, orang senang dia nak judge but when it comes to themselves, dia marah.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

How was my first day?

Holllaaa! That was my first ever "first day" as an employee. * BIG CLAP FOR ME*πŸ‘

Before, i always said something like

"Tak nak kerja " Tak nak kerja bawah orang" Nak kerja sendiri duk umah
All those kind of "words" sebenarnya more to i nak jadi suri rumah sepenuh masa, which is i can concentrate 100% on my life as a wife, mother and bussinesswomen! (Yup future!)

So now i am officially as a Broadcast Journalist at Media Prima Bhd. ( Flip hair)
So what? Dulu maybe because i thought i do have enough savings and time to focus only on my bussiness ( Inaara Beauty ) and maybe i can make a lots of money by writing  novels ( That was when i get my first payment for my first novel) So when i saw a few 'zeros' on atm's screen, i thought yess!! I can do it! I can make money dengan duduk goyang kaki kat umah sambil berkhayal watak novel. But as time goes by, i think it takes a lot of time for me to finish my novel. Plus, it takes time to publish one novel. And my savings for now makin melecet. Gosh! ( and plus im not focusing on my writing) hmm so??

Yes alhamdulillah. Some people offer me jobs. But then i thought im not interested yet. I want to be a host. Alhamdulillah starting with Nona Manis TV3, i got offer as host for new programme. Probably insyaAllah start by 3rd January 2016. Tungguuu!!!😘

So for now. I am as BJ and host. I think im happy for what im doing right now. My time such 'office time' work.πŸ˜…πŸ˜… But my problem now is transport!😭 Almost everyday i have to take cab and you guess how much i have to pay for cab's fare! Its Rm40 one way only all the way from Cheras to Sri Pentas. 😩 Pokaiii tokey balak nak...Kalau balik either Aiman tolong ambik dan hantar atau i balik dengan train. But im not saying that im regret for accept the offer from Abang Ally( Yup Ally Iskandar is my bos now☺)

Nak pindah but i kena consider a few things which is emmm ade lah.

So my first day ialah on 9th November 2015. I tumpang my cousin g smpai stesen chan sow lin. Nak beli token pastu tiga mesin tu rosak. ( what a day haha) Dah la lambat. So tunggu kejap je pastu dah boleh. Then tunggu tren. Bila sampai train rosak kema patah balik. So i was like pukul berapa nak sampai ni. Dah la my first day kot. Masa tu pukul 10 kot. Then i naik train turun masjid jamek,tukar ke kelana jaya. Chan sow lin to kelana jaya train's ticket is about rm4 only. So okey la. Then sampai kelana jaya i take cab to Sri Pentas. Bayar rm19 lebih kurang. Total from chan sow lin to Sri Pentas is Rm20++ . Okay la.

Masuk ofis jumpa Ain ( AP) dan tunggu duduk tanya-tanya je la. First day takde buat ape sangat kan. Lunch i pergi One Utama. Pusing-pusing makan and solat. At 3 pm i back to office tunggu meeting at 3.30. Then start at 4. Habis kul 6 lebih. Balik jaja hantar kat train. Sampai office kak long at 8.30 something. After that g makan sate kajanggg!!

Lepas tu sampai rumah dalam pukul 11 lebih. Then ready to sleep!!ZzzZzzZzπŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺπŸ˜ͺ

** I NEED A CAR!!**